最后的努力!Last time i efforts!

终于我挨了3个多月！到现在我还是没放弃.不过最近我想了很多，我想答案就在不久后就会知道!我觉得在这段日子里我非常的自私，不管任何事情都是一样！我想再做最后的努力，如果还是不行我想我就要暂时放下，不然我害得不只是一个人，而是很多人！我放下不代表我放弃，如果你还是愿意给我机会，我还是会好好珍惜！我是不会错过任何一个可以保护你的机会！你的可爱你的笑容你的每一个动作都会记在我的脑海里！我很谢谢一直以来一直支持我的朋友们，你们一直给我力量勇气，好让我可以撑到现在！这一次将是我做的最后一次努力！希望我不会辜负你们对我的期望！

Finally,i already endure up 3 month++!Untill now i also havent give up.Recently i think alot of thing,i think the answer will be announce soon!I feel that in this period i really very selfish,no matter anything also same!I think i want to fight for the last chance,if still fail i think that i need to put it down temporarily,if not the people i hurt not once only,is alot!Iput it down dosent mean that i give up,if u still can give me a chance i sure that i still will treasure!I wont let you get any hurt and i will protect u anyway!Your cute,your smile,your every action i also will remember it!I want to thank you my group of friends are supported me,you all have the courage gives me strength,and now i only can do it untill now!This is the last time i work hard!
I hope I will not live up to my expectations of you all!